Because the soul is purified in this forge like gold in the
crucible, as the Wise Man says
[Wis. 3:6], it feels both this
terrible undoing in its very substance and extreme poverty as
though it were approaching its end. This experience is
expressed in David's cry: Save me, Lord, for the waters have
come in even unto my soul; I am stuck in the mire of the deep,
and there is nowhere to stand; I have come unto the depth of
the sea, and the tempest has overwhelmed me. I have labored in
crying out, my throat has become hoarse, my eyes have failed
while I hope in my God
[Ps. 69:1-3].
God humbles the soul greatly in order to exalt it greatly
afterward. And if he did not ordain that these feelings, when
quickened in the soul, be soon put to sleep again, a person
would die in a few days. Only at intervals is one aware of
these feelings in all their intensity. Sometimes this
experience is so vivid that it seems to the soul that it sees
hell and perdition open before it. These are the ones who go
down into hell alive
[Ps. 55:15], since their purgation on
earth is similar to what takes place there. For this purgation
is what would have to be undergone there. The soul that
endures it here on earth either does not enter that place, or
is detained there for only a short while. It gains more in one
hour here on earth by this purgation than it would in many
there.
St. John of the Cross, Dark Night of the Soul, Book 2, Chapter 6, pt. 6
Commentary: Many people will find this text troubling because we want to avoid pain, discomfort and suffering at all costs. When we begin to see the troubling aspects of our lives as teaching points or, in St. John's view, points of purification, we begin to climb to new vistas of spiritual growth. We have to go down before we can go up. Christians outside of the first world understand this principle of spiritual growth; first world Christians, having often been saved from any suffering and pain, shrink from this understanding and remain spiritually impoverished their entire lives.
(c) 2011 Ronald Friesen